Let's start with my first entry in the God Visits Journal on Aug. 20th.  The" visit actually happened on the 18th.  

Today's reading at church was John 11:30-46, but the key verses would have to be John 11:21--Now Martha said to Jesus, "Lord, if You had been here, my brother would not have died", and verse 32--When Mary arrived and saw Jesus, she fell at His feet and said, "Lord, if only You had been here, my brother would not have died."

Accusatory?  Maybe.  "God if you had done this, or not allowed that...  God if You just did things the way I want, the way I think is right..." Sound familiar?   Jesus' answer to them and me comes in John 11:40--"Did I not say to you that if you would believe you would see the glory of God?"

So, on with the "visit".  Through the story of Lazarus God reminded me He had a better plan, a bigger plan, it is hidden, waiting to be revealed.  No matter how dead, how bad, how much things stink--God resurrects.  God has more than just healing planned--He has new life, complete restoration (this was also the theme of words spoken to me by the ladies of my Friday morning Bible study--restoration.   He reminded me that just like Noah, I am remembered by Him, only I  must stay on the ark.  Don't give up.  My restoration is already done in Jesus Christ)

When my father was diagnosed with cancer years ago, the Lord could have healed him, but instead planned something better.  His plan was to give my dad eternal life.   

Anyway, at the same service, I was scheduled to serve communion and as I stood there (like I had 100x before) I looked up and immediately my eyes fell on the "Footprints" story.  I had never really paid attention to the tapestry hanging there before.  But my eyes went right to the verse where Jesus responds that through  hard times is when He carries us.   I knew knew knew that He was speaking to me.  And maybe I can't feel it at those rough times, but that does not make it any less true.  

I am so sad with all the circumstances in my life, and in the lives of those I care about.  I see no answers or relief, like God doesn't hear or care.  But this is all part of His plan, not just for healing, but for abundant life.  This is what He assured me He has in mind.  

Thank You Lord, for your visit.  Thank You for reminding me that You have a better plan, a wonderful plan.  Please encourage Your children who are struggling with the rough times in life.  Be with them and help them to see Your love today.