God continued to visit with me on Sept 1.  Here's the rest of the story:

I was in service and as I opened up my Bible in preparation to hear the teaching, I "happened" upon Luke 5 and highlighted was verse 13, "I am willing"  (I don't usually go for this Biblical "dice throwing" way of Scripture reading, but this time....it seemed to jump out at me).

It doesn't get more personal than that.   I believe that the Lord absolutely was answer the cries of my heart.  My individual heart.

So during the communion meditation, I gave God my dreams, and my heart because even the best of my dreams cannot compare to Him.  Like the song we sang says, "and nothing I desire compares to you."

God answers us individually.  Lord help us to be listening, and then help us to trust and believe.  Open our hearts to hear You.  I know I have missed so much because I just wasn't open, just wouldn't believe you would actually take time to speak to me personally.  I pray that each of us would believe this, not just in our heads, but in our hearts.