21: 1-22 Later, Jesus appeared again to the disciples beside the Sea of Galilee. This is how it happened. 2 Several of the disciples were there—Simon Peter, Thomas (nicknamed the Twin), Nathanael from Cana in Galilee, the sons of Zebedee, and two other disciples. 3 Simon Peter said, “I’m going fishing.” “We’ll come, too,” they all said. So they went out in the boat, but they caught nothing all night. 4 At dawn Jesus was standing on the beach, but the disciples couldn’t see who he was. 5 He called out, “Fellows, have you caught any fish?” “No,” they replied. 6 Then he said, “Throw out your net on the right-hand side of the boat, and you’ll get some!” So they did, and they couldn’t haul in the net because there were so many fish in it. 7 Then the disciple Jesus loved said to Peter, “It’s the Lord!” When Simon Peter heard that it was the Lord, he put on his tunic (for he had stripped for work), jumped into the water, and headed to shore. 8 The others stayed with the boat and pulled the loaded net to the shore, for they were only about a hundred yards[d] from shore. 9 When they got there, they found breakfast waiting for them—fish cooking over a charcoal fire, and some bread. 10 “Bring some of the fish you’ve just caught,” Jesus said. 11 So Simon Peter went aboard and dragged the net to the shore. There were 153 large fish, and yet the net hadn’t torn. 12 “Now come and have some breakfast!” Jesus said. None of the disciples dared to ask him, “Who are you?” They knew it was the Lord. 13 Then Jesus served them the bread and the fish. 14 This was the third time Jesus had appeared to his disciples since he had been raised from the dead. After breakfast Jesus asked Simon Peter, “Simon son of John, do you love me more than these?” “Yes, Lord,” Peter replied, “you know I love you.” “Then feed my lambs,” Jesus told him. 16 Jesus repeated the question: “Simon son of John, do you love me?” “Yes, Lord,” Peter said, “you know I love you.” “Then take care of my sheep,” Jesus said. 17 A third time he asked him, “Simon son of John, do you love me?” Peter was hurt that Jesus asked the question a third time. He said, “Lord, you know everything. You know that I love you.” Jesus said, “Then feed my sheep. 18 “I tell you the truth, when you were young, you were able to do as you liked; you dressed yourself and went wherever you wanted to go. But when you are old, you will stretch out your hands, and others[f] will dress you and take you where you don’t want to go.” 19 Jesus said this to let him know by what kind of death he would glorify God. Then Jesus told him, “Follow me.” 20 Peter turned around and saw behind them the disciple Jesus loved—the one who had leaned over to Jesus during supper and asked, “Lord, who will betray you?” 21 Peter asked Jesus, “What about him, Lord?” 22 Jesus replied, “If I want him to remain alive until I return, what is that to you? As for you, follow me.”
This is the chapter we studied in Bible Study Fellowship this week, our last week this season. And it was so apropos. Let me set the scene.
Sunday, after church in our evangelism class. We are coming to a close in this class and I've done okay handing our tracts, being friendly, bringing up God some in conversation with strangers. But no outright delivery of the Gospel as of yet. So towards the end of class I mentioned that me and my husband would not be there for the next lesson as we had a planned trip to Las Vegas to see family. But I was excited to put into practice the things we had been learning. I spoke about how I'd love to try it out in the airport and the plane, with my family.....And what do you think happened? Yup, just like Peter in John 18:15-27*, I failed miserably. In the airport, on the plane, with my family, I could not start the conversation. I felt awkward, fearful and unable to open my mouth. I did not share the Gospel with one person. I left tracts, and I left some reading for my family, but not one time did I follow through on my excitement to put into practice the lessons we had been learning in our class. Ugh. I was embarrassed, disappointed in myself. But God...
God knew exactly what was going to happen and His timing of the restoration of Peter could not have been more on point. Or more filled with compassion. I am so grateful I have this Father who loves me unconditionally. I want so much to please Him, and yet I fail. But again and again He restores and comforts. He calls me His own.
Have you failed God (and who among us hasn't)? Do you feel like you'll never get it right? I'm here to tell you that God is not finished with you. Peter failed Jesus in such a public and crushing way. And yet Jesus came to him, fed him, publically restored and repurposed him. He welcomed Peter back to His side and gave Peter a purpose and a calling. And Jesus will do the same for you and me. When Peter saw it was Jesus on the shore of the sea of Galilee, he jumped in the water and quickly swam to Him. He didn't turn away and hide in shame at his failure. He ran into the arms of the One who could restore him. And we need to do the same. 1 John 1:9 But if we confess our sins to him, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all wickedness. Like the prodigal, we return to our Father, to our Savior and look for restoration. He longs for us. To you He says, “I have loved you, my people, with an everlasting love. With unfailing love I have drawn you to myself." Jeremiah 31:3 Don't hide from the Lord, you can't anyway. Run to Him. Let Him cleanse you and love you and set you on His path again.
Father, thank You that You are the God of forever. You love us with an everlasting love, that looks past our failures and sees the righteousness of Jesus our Savior. Renew our purpose and increase our strength. Let us be obedient and bold. Let Your Words be on our lips, ready to follow Your direction. Thank You for all You do for us each day. In Jesus' Name, amen.
John 18:15-27 15 Simon Peter followed Jesus, as did another of the disciples. That other disciple was acquainted with the high priest, so he was allowed to enter the high priest’s courtyard with Jesus. 16 Peter had to stay outside the gate. Then the disciple who knew the high priest spoke to the woman watching at the gate, and she let Peter in. 17 The woman asked Peter, “You’re not one of that man’s disciples, are you?” “No,” he said, “I am not.” 18 Because it was cold, the household servants and the guards had made a charcoal fire. They stood around it, warming themselves, and Peter stood with them, warming himself. 19 Inside, the high priest began asking Jesus about his followers and what he had been teaching them. 20 Jesus replied, “Everyone knows what I teach. I have preached regularly in the synagogues and the Temple, where the people gather. I have not spoken in secret. 21 Why are you asking me this question? Ask those who heard me. They know what I said.” 22 Then one of the Temple guards standing nearby slapped Jesus across the face. “Is that the way to answer the high priest?” he demanded. 23 Jesus replied, “If I said anything wrong, you must prove it. But if I’m speaking the truth, why are you beating me?” 24 Then Annas bound Jesus and sent him to Caiaphas, the high priest. 25 Meanwhile, as Simon Peter was standing by the fire warming himself, they asked him again, “You’re not one of his disciples, are you?” He denied it, saying, “No, I am not.” 26 But one of the household slaves of the high priest, a relative of the man whose ear Peter had cut off, asked, “Didn’t I see you out there in the olive grove with Jesus?” 27 Again Peter denied it. And immediately a rooster crowed.
Just an aside, in some versions of the Bible, the fire in both these cases is described as a coal fire. In BSF it was pointed our that the smell of the coal fire would have reminded Peter of his biggesst failure, but Jesus even rewrote that memory for Peter. They stood around a coal fire as Jesus put Peter back to service in His army. Interesting.