Here is another one of my old writings that spoke deeply to my heart. Things have changed since I wrote this. Two of the three fur children here have passed on and are hanging out with Jesus in Heaven. And we have added four new ones to the family...all different personalities, but the message God gave me years ago regarding the original 3 mentioned in the article still holds true. God's love is never limited by our personality, our struggles, or our failures. His love is based in Him, not in us. Remember, "Even before he made the world, God loved us and chose us in Christ to be holy and without fault in his eyes." Ephesians 1:4. Here's the original article.
I have three furry children. One who loves me, but goes his own way more often than not. Happy go lucky, his own dog I guess you could call him. Another of my little four legged kids-my first cat, is very angry with me right now. She want very little to do with me, only accepting when I bring her food. The last of my children, the new cat (or the interloper as the first cat sees him) follows me round, loves my attention and lets me pretty much do whatever I want with him.
I am very sad about my first cat. I miss her love very much. I know she will come around eventually, but until then I wait for her, giving her the love she allows, when she allows it. As I was cuddling with my first cat the thought struck me--I don't love him any more than I love her. I love them both just as much. And it's the same with my dog. Even as I need to try and train him and teach him right from wrong (in doggy ways), I love him with all my heart as I do the cats. And then God spoke to my heart, "This is the way I feel about you." My heart just broke right there and then. My experience as a Christian is more like my dog (going my own way) and my first cat (angry at God for this or that) than the new cat (following closely, obedient and compliant). And I guess I have always felt that God couldn't possibly love me as much as He does someone who is obedient and doing everything right.
We all know them. Sister super-Christian who spends three hours a day in prayer and study. And brother darn near perfect, the one who always does everything right and evangelizes the world. Well of course I never measured up to either of those ideals. Still don't. For many years I walked around feeling second fiddle in God's eyes. But today, again, God revealed to me He loves me "just as I am." Now I have been learning this for a long time, but it was so awesome to get a new revelation on it again today. I know that God loves me as much as He loves any of His children. He is pleased with me. (Not necessarily of everything I do.) And He loves you too--as much as any of His children and He is pleased with you too!! He told me to tell you so--Yes you reading this now.
We do need to strive to be like my new cat. Following God closely ( I am always tripping over my new boy, he is so much underfoot and following close). Growing in obedience, having a soft, compliant heart. Yet we have to remember we each have our own pace of growth set by our Father in Heaven. We have different ways of prayer, study, evangelism, all planned out by God for us. So be who God is leading you to be. Don't try to be someone else. Psalm 139:13 You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body and knit me together in my mother’s womb. We were made just so by the Lord. And don't feel less than someone else. Each of us, by the Father's design is "fearfully and wonderfully made." Psalm 139:14
New words.
Now cats and dogs and other animals don't really know they need to change. They don't understand spiritual growth. But as humans we do. We are made to grow in our love of God, to become more like Jesus, to worship Him and draw nearer to our Lord. But we are not doing these things to get God to love us more but because we love Him and want to be pleasing to Him. We know He is our Savior, saving us from sin and death and hell. Our gratitude for this should lead us to obedience. Jesus has given us hope. He is worthy of all our love, our praise and our obedience. We can choose to walk with Him and follow Him. But even if we don't, even if we live in the consequence of that decision, His love doesn't change. Because that is who our God is. And I am so grateful for that.
If you have not given this any thought, or have not chosen to accept Jesus' gift of salvation I pray that now will be the time that you do.
Romans 3:23 For everyone has sinned; we all fall short of God’s glorious standard.
Romans 6:23 For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life through Christ Jesus our Lord.
Romans 5:8 But God showed his great love for us by sending Christ to die for us while we were still sinners.
Romans 10:9 If you openly declare that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
Lord, thank You once again for the reminder of your unlimited love. We do not limit your love. We cannot earn it or lose it. You love. It's who You are. But You are also holy, and awesome and righteous. We cannot come into Your Presence in our own filthy rags. We need a Savior. That Savior is Jesus Christ. Lord, open hearts today to accept this truth and to embrace it and believe it. Lord, if anyone is reading this does not know You as their Savior and their Lord, I ask for You to work in their hearts and draw them into a beautiful relationship with You. Thank You for saving me. I know that in accepting Your gift of salvation I have the hope of Heaven when this life here is done. A place of infinite joy, peace, completion, and light. I am saved from Hell...a place of eternal despair and darkness and torment. Only You do this for us Jesus. And because of You we can come boldly before the throne of grace. Only in You are we found not guilty and only in You can we enter the gates of heaven and come into Your holy Presence. And only because of You can we come for help, and strength to get through each day. I am so glad for this great love. The love that caused You to come to earth, giving up Your heavenly status and to submit Yourself to a horrible, painful, degrading death on the Cross. A death You took upon Yourself, in my place. The wages of sin is death. You took my punishment. All mankind's punishment. And You died and rose again on the third day for us to live! Thank You.
Remember God's love. I am praying for the salvation of each person reading this.