Oops, I Did It Again

I did it again.  Kind of questioning God's ability or desire to care for me..of course I did it in such a way that I made it into a "well, Lord, I'm not criticizing or accusing, I'm just curious" kind of thing, I don't believe my tone of voice added up to that logic though.  LOL

So this morning I had to send a fax.  Easy, no big deal, you say.  Well if you read my profile paragraph you will note that me and technology do not mix well.  There is a problem more often that not when I try to do these types of things, and this time was no exception.  The fax was taking FOREVER to go through.  And rather than be patient, I kept cancelling it, trying different phone jacks....walking around talking to the Lord with my "I'm just curious" statements.

Well the fax finally went through when I just waited a few extra minutes instead of immediately getting frustrated, thinking it was broken, blaming (or as I was putting it....questioning curiously LOL) God.....

Now here is the God visit...I went for a run and as usual was listening to a Joyce Meyer podcast.  She is teaching on who God is.  She made a statement regarding God being our  provider, and the fact that if we had nothing else, we would always have Him, and that would always be enough. CONVICTION!!

What would be the worst thing that could happen if the fax didn't go through?  I'd have to mail it. Would God still be with me?  Would He still love me?  Would I still be saved and on my way to heaven?  YES YES YES.   He is more than enough.

Lord, help me to remember this in every circumstance.  Thank You again for teaching me and chastising me and being my wonderful Father.

oh and by the way, I have to resend that fax...there was a problem on the other end of it coming out too dark !!!  LOL  Of course.